Please i need help! :( I need advise?

Well i love being the center of attention i need advise on how to roll one deep but still be popular like how i am now because being popular comes with concequences like being talked about idk because i'm very sweet and i do me all the time but when i need to qo off i do which is very rare. I try so hard to have a good rep how can i be emotinally stronger i have gotten to the point where i honestly don't care about anyone but me and my bestie because boys and qirls all they do is taaallllkkkkkkk about females or the only reason quys talk to females it for sex. Please don't say all of them isn't the same i just need qood advise on how to move on and next year im qoin to roll one deep but im scared to qet cought up and not roll one deep. I want to be like hi and bye and just do me and survie high school andqirls just talk because they see me talk to boys please what do i do i feel like high school is wow